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[Oct. 17th, 2011|01:35 am] |
I've been happy (like happy happy happy) over the weekends and it felt nice. There were times when I thought of you but that was a minority part of the time. Thank you for putting in so much effort to ensure that I'm happy. Its been a really long long time since I felt so happy. No school stress, no work, no nothing. |
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[Sep. 29th, 2011|07:01 pm] |
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| | angry | ] | You know what are the types of girls that I cant stand? Those that make themselves sound all almighty, proud and better than everyone else. Those that make themselves sound like they are totally fine without you and are getting on with their fucking awesome life. Those that make themselves sound like they are one hot fucking bitch.
You, are none of the above. Stop thinking that youre fucking right and better than everyone else. Just fuck off from our lives and get your fucking own already. |
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[Sep. 27th, 2011|11:03 pm] |
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| | hungry | ] | I don't remember being so happy in a long while. You make me smile and feel like a little girl again; embracing my true feelings even when i'm sad.
:) xxx |
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[Jun. 3rd, 2010|11:34 pm] |
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Hello! Its been a long while since I updated this journal cos.. I've started to work full time as a childcare teacher. It really isnt as easy as wiping backsides and being a nanny for these children. (I hate cleaning poo!) The responsibilities and workload that comes along with it are.. intense and immense. You've to deal with your superiors, children and toughest of all, the parents of the children. Initially I thought.. I'm not cut out for this. I've NEVER forsee myself being a childcare teacher, never! But here I am now though I'm still not 100% sure that I can handle. I love my children though they make me angry sometimes but the small things they do make me smile and laugh. I've became whiny because of the children too!
I'm gna end abruptly cos' me getting sleepy. Goodednight!
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[Apr. 8th, 2010|02:31 pm] |
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| | All the right moves, One Republic. | ] | So i'm at work now at Spinthebottle and I totally just spilled my Medium sized coke all over. 1) No more coke to drink :( 2) Horrible mess at the cashier table. 3) Super worried the machines all will be spoilt and i'll be a dead fired person since I opened the shop.
Its all cleared up now but what a way to start of the day. I've an interview at Little School House at NUS where Ilena and Charlotte's both working at. Hopefully i'll get the job and i'll start working I guess? Full time that is. Not looking forward to working full time but i guess i have to. Till I figure out what i'm gonna do, where im gonna go. :(
I'm thinking of ECH at SIM but its a part time course and i've to be 21. Plus the ppl i'll be studying with will be those that have taught for sometime already and def. Not around my age. :( How? |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2010|01:23 am] |


Supersuper overdue pictures. Dinner at Ilena's last Month? Good Friday at Ilena's church was pretty interesting with all the celebrity acting out skits and sharing their testimonials. Ps: Update me about Geogina and ____ Both of you! :)
Back from Taiwan and it was so funnnnnn! All the shopping and well mostly eating. Shopping wasn't as productive as I thought but I'd love to go back there again. The most incredible thing was seeing Jasmin in the streets of Xi Men Ding (Taipei) ! We were even staying in the same hotel. HAHAHA. And I was on the same plane to Taipei with Iris! The world how small.
Prom's over and Prom King and Queen were both from my class! :) Dearest was Prom Queen and Shawn was Prom King! Yay!! :>
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[Mar. 14th, 2010|01:42 am] |
So i'm done with school and did not apply for ANY unis except NIE. No response from them and its rather scaryyyyy. All my life i thought, "After grad i'll be in NIE then a teacher." The thought of not being a teacher scares me cos' i'm clueless as to what i'll do with my life rather than being a teacher. Clueless. I admit I kinda like being a childcare teacher. For now. But I don't want to be changing diapers (Playgroup teacher), making and washing milk bottles, changing children for the rest of my lives. Yes, I can be teaching K1 and K2s but ultimately how much can a childcaer teacher earn? 1.8k max? It definitely is enjoyable working with children and witnessing how they grow. You get this sense of fufilment that you'll probably not get elsewhere but ughhhh..
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[Feb. 12th, 2010|01:37 am] |
  Was initially excited about going to Taiwan with sister, cousins and B. Then the annoying aunt wanted to tag along saying she hasn't gone yadayada and have been pressing for payment for the flight fees consistently! $400 over bucks for Jetstar!!? Fine so now my aunts and mom is coming along. And when everything was planned already (lodging and all), my aunt went to invite one of my cousins to come and my sister had to rebook and relook into lodging and flight. Still its fine then she went on fussing over the bad and cheap hotels we chose. Like excuse me? It was OUR holiday to begin with. So if you want to stay in a presidential suite why not u go on a holiday alone? We are ona budget trip mind you. And I dont see my other aunts fussing over the hotel. The room looks fine as it is. So if you don't wanna stay, opt out. I'll be more than glad to hear that!
Fuckkkkk stop chasing payment lah very annoying yknw. And making Ben feels so left out from the whole trip. Whether we sleep on the same bed or not is non of yr concern plus we're sharing the same room as my sister and cousins/ Stop thinking otherwise. Are you so sexually deprived. Gawdddddd/
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[Jan. 18th, 2010|01:04 am] |
 Project Oritz-T. Theme was bollywood! Pretty glad one more project's down though this was a fun one. Dont know how many more to go but school's ending and im happy! :) Baiz
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[Jan. 2nd, 2010|06:19 pm] |
Damn you rashes. Just go away. Forever |
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