In lecture right now but really, i dont think anyones listening. Pity the lecturer though.
Recently i've been feeling pretty unhappy. School's a bitch and all the projects and all aren't making it better.
Wouldn state the reason but I feel unappreciated and just.. very unhappy.
Like its not bad enough, my ezema is going on full force. Its everywhere! Those ugly rashes and spots are on my legs, hands, stomach, neck and even on my boobs! :( Its THAT BAD. And seeing  specialist doesnt seem to help, at all!

On a lighter note, im gonna meet Kim today after project at Holland. Finally! Havent seen her for like a month or two :)
& HAPPY BELATED 19TH BDAY CHRISTINA TENG KAI LIN! XXX

After having the conversation with Sexy and reading different blogposts, it  reoccured to me that i've been an AWFULLY lucky bitch to still be with B.
All those unreasonable tantrums i throw and how he'll still give in time and time again. God, I can be a real bitch and take him for granted sometimes. 
Take last Sunday for instance, B said that although it is his fault, he refused to give in this time round because he wants me to see how it feels like to be in his shoes.
"But its yr fault, why should I apologise?" was what I told him and a reluctant sorry came after. Still, he accepted it. I know for sure, if it was me, I would have definitely not accepted it and threw a fit.

Sexy made me realized how lucky I am to have him. Cheesy as some may see it, sexy told me that its incredibly sweet of him to baby me here and there on fb wall, have the overdue 1 year shoot together, sweet surprises and all. Not every guy would forgo their prideful self and give in to their girlfriend time and time again, give up time with their friends and spend time with you and be so proud to show you off to his friends 
No matter how terribly ugly I look, he'll insist that I look beautiful and though I don't believe him, I felt really happy deep down inside that he loves me for who I am, and not how I look. He prefers me without makeup and thats the way I like it too because I wouldnt have to constantly worry about rubbing the eyeliner off or splashing thick amount of make up on my face just to make myself look or feel better.

Thanks for knocking some sense into me.

"It’s not easy being in a relationship. Much less truly know the other one and accept them as they are with all their flaws and baggage.

The toughest thing for me was to decide to be with someone for good. The idea that this is it, this is the man I’m going to spend the rest of my life with. To decide that I will make the effort to stay and work things out and not run off the minute there is a problem.

Then I misunderstood what he was saying. I thought he meant he didn’t loved me anymore and that he wanted to break up.

There's a moment in life where you can't recover any more from another break-up. And even if this person bugs you sixty percent of the time, well you still can’t live without him. And even if he wakes you up every day by sneezing right in your face, well you love his sneezes more than anyone else's kisses."